Tuesday, March 27, 2007
If I were a homosexual MAN but ashamed to admit it...
I'd probably would pretend I was heterosexual.
I would probably have to marry a woman so people wouldn't get suspicious.
I'd probably be ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE.
And when I saw HAPPY GAY MEN ON T.V. I'd probably be INTENSELY JEALOUS of them.
I'd probably want them to pay some type of price for being gay the way I had to pay a price.
I'd probably want people to think that they are BAD.
I'd probably want to deny them their rights.
I'd probably want them NOT TO BE ABLE TO GET MARRIED.
IF I was a homosexual male who was too ashamed to be able to deal with my own INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA I'd probably want to make the openly gay men suffer.
I'd probably want people to treat me better then them since I DIDN'T SUBMIT TO MY DESIRES.
If I were a gay man who pretended I was straight I'd be so unhappy and frustrated that I'd probably HATE THOSE FAGGOTS!!!
If I loved women but was ashamed to admit it...
I'd always be ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED.
If I had to pretend I loved men instead---I'd probably HATE THEM.
I'd probably marry one and stay ANGRY AND BITTER.
And they when I saw HAPPY GAY PEOPLE I'd probably be JEALOUS.
I'd probably have a problem with them.
I'd probably want to DENY THEM THEIR RIGHTS.
I'd probably want them to be UNHAPPY.
So, I'd be married and people would think I was heterosexual but they would also know that I have alot of anger at OPENLY GAY PEOPLE.
IF I WERE ASHAMED TO ADMIT I LOVED WOMEN--I'D PROBABLY BE A MISERABLE PERSON.
If I loved spinach but was ashamed to admit it...
I'd have to pretend I liked all the other vegetables more. I'd have to let people KNOW that I hated it!!!!
Then, secretly, I'd have to find a way to get some spinach and eat it where no one would see me.
But, then the store clerk would KNOW THE TRUTH.
If I wanted to be sure no one knew I'd have to live without eating it at all.
That would be very FRUSTRATING and I'd always be in A BAD MOOD as I watched all the other people EATING THEIR FAVORITE VEGETABLE WITHOUT SHAME.
I'd probably lose my ability to enjoy any food since I'd always be unable to have what I really wanted.
I'd start to HATE ALL THE OTHER VEGETABLES BECAUSE THEY AREN'T SPINACHE.