Thursday, February 02, 2006
26.---Journal entry for January 6 -7, 2003
How will they be found out? She didn't succeed in convincing anyone.
The news tonight showed how parents were using new technology to spy on their own children. They showed how some people installed video cameras in small clocks and radios. You'd never know they were there. They also devised chips that were to be used to detect the exact locations of their children. These could be inserted into their cell phones or onto their watches. Judging by the way our privacy is already being invaded through this stuff--it's just a matter of time before this stuff surfaces. She hopes. She prays.
Neighbor-induced suicide. That's what this crime will be. Few people will be able to withstand this technology for long. It's been almost 3 years for her--well, 2 1/2 years and she lives to see them punished. She has a lot of curiosity about how they will be either caught or stopped. Will the police be given information by an inside source of will she have to kill them herself? Only time will tell.
Meanwhile her face is getting more and more deformed each day. What will she look like by the time they are apprehended? Not a pleasant thought so she doesn't dwell on it. It's impossible to dwell on anything with them tearing her apart all the time.
"There's no easy way out"---words form a song that just came on the radio.
No, there's no easy way out--yet. But there will be. She just needs to keep trusting in God. She has no other choice really. If they're evil, than God must be the way out. Not a scientific solution but a very logical one.
She wondered how many others were being raped in this way. Right now it's impossible to detect from the outside. They might know but maybe this has been out long enough to have been distributed alot. They wanted her to believe they had invented it but she didn't believe that for a minute.
She was totally dependant on her intuition and it wasn't tuned in well these days. She prayed to God for guidance and waited for it.
"I don't care how you get here-- just get here if you can" she's singing out on the radio with all her heart. Maybe God was giving her something--a little echo here and there of her own thoughts was reassuring right now. She decided to take it that way--it really did help. She felt stronger in faith once more and she needed that each day. She knew this would be resolved soon.
Meanwhile, she'd tell people about this book when she could and hope that helped until the police could figure it out.
Millbourne police knew a little and hopefully, if they heard of this technology, they'd remember what she'd told them 6 months ago.
Start book out with a bunch of different short portraits of victims.
One beautiful woman's whole life--her plans for the future since she will soon be graduating from college. Her neighbor tries to get a date with her and is turned down. He now has opened up his machine on her.
There will be others. A young guy--gay, who is handsome and dating a few guys, who has an ugly hateful asshole next door to him who is planning to destroy his looks and has just installed the equipment.
A football player who has just signed on with a major team. Hes's strong, confident and known to be a bit arrogant but his future looks bright. Unfortunately he has a small, ugly neighbor who has a history of being bullied by guys like him. He just bought this equipment and he can't wait to install it and get his revenge on the world.
And a few more. They will be short and show happy, hopeful people who have no reason to be afraid but who will soon have their lives destroyed by the "ugly people."
Good ideas for the title.
"The Ugly People"
"The Killing Cowards"
"The Neighbor Molesters"
"If These Walls Could Kill"
"Neighbors Are For Killing"
"My Neighbor Was A Serial Killer"
"My Neighbor, My Murderer"
"The Murderer Next Door"
"Neighbors Who Kill"
"A Death in the Neighborhood"
"My Next-Door Stalker"
"The Neighbor Killers"
She was their last victim. She wasn't their first.
Once she filed the criminal complaint she became their last experiment. They knew they'd get caught if they did it again. They used her to sell their stalking equipment to child-molester types of psychopaths. They made alot of money and got to deform a woman for years.
Their last victim was long-lasting. They were glad she was strong. They had years to use her to demonstrate their killing machine. And they got to molest her in every way for years.
She lived to expose them. They thought they'd never be caught but just as some criminals are arrested so are some sex-offenders. Especially when they're caught doing weird things to children.
The police offer them a shorter jail sentence if they can give information about other child-molesters or criminals of any kind. Most child-molesters are cowards and so they are going to do anything in their power to avoid jail-time.
She knew that would be how they would be caught. Someone would give them up to get a lighter sentence. Too many people knew to keep this a secret forever.
She had already told the police they were stalking her and her face was getting deformed by them. They didn't believe her since she had no evidence but once this was uncovered they would know what she had been trying to tell them.
She would definitely go to the police if and when they were caught and tell them of her ordeal. She hoped this would happen soon while she was still recognizable.
Meanwhile, she just did the best she could while they cut off her blood circulation to her arms and legs more and more each day. Her face was already deformed for good.